Restless

I've been feeling very restless this past week. Twiddling fingers and tapping my feet, as if I'm waiting for some thing to happen. It's completely weirding me out because I'm not expecting anything to happen. So why all this impatience?

I've also been watching too many crappy, ridiculous sappy romantic comedies/tragedies on TV lately. 27 dresses, Must love dogs, Catch and release, In her shoes, Atonement, Becoming Jane etc... What do I hope to achieve with all that? It's like watching natural disasters or train wrecks in the news. I am knowingly jaded and rolling my eyes at the portrayals of "love" in the entertainment industry (and would rather not subject myself to this rubbish), yet I am unable to a advert my eyes and I'm glued to the set.

Perhaps I'm restless because I'm trying to fathom where Hollywood gets its inspiration from. I think I am secretly hoping that I would eventually experience such naive and youthful notions of love. Maybe, just maybe.