Quiet night

It's deliciously quiet here tonight, it's almost sublime. Looking out of the window, I see zero traffic with just the trees breaking the yellow-colored street lighting falling on the road. Surprisingly, the buildings across from me are all kind of dark. That's unusual. I normally see more windows lit up at this time of the night. It's bizarre but nice....

I've just finished compiling and printing out the various notes I have written since 2002. As I went about re-reading those notes, the memories came flooding back. Some were pleasant, others beautiful. Some were simple brutal to relive. But I soldiered on and braved through it. I am almost amazed at how well written some of those notes were. It puts me to shame that I am unable to put pen to paper the way I used to be able to. I've lost the lyricism. I've even lost the plot. I don't have anything interesting to say anymore.